I have made incredible progress over the past four months and do feel a great sense of transformation. Change never comes easy and it’s wise to realize that change is trial and error, trying and failing, moving forward, falling back.
I made the mistake of feeling just a bit to sure I had overcome some serious bumps in the road and in doing so, lost some ground. I never imagined getting grounded and moving past life’s hardships would be such a Sisyphus type undertaking. I really thought, strong mind, strong body, easy peasy, I’ll slide right through it all.
Such is not the case. In working my way through the framework; foundation; walls, floors, and ceilings; and furnishing the house that is my one-woman show, so many feelings have surfaced. I am glad I’m not taking the road of recovery alone. I don’t think I could.
I continue to embrace the pure and serene love I share with my granddaughter to keep me looking into the future as such a beautiful place with her in it.